Day 19 Chemo 1. Mon. 08/07/2017 8:22PM "ballpen’s weight is like a thousand tons"

Day 19  Chemo 1. Mon. 08/07/2017 8:22PM

Kind of tired at this time but I need to do this journal for today.

Upon waking up, the energy was fine. I made my hot lemon juice with honey. Ate bananas. Got ready for work after morning meditation.

When I arrived at the clinic, there was one patient only, so I thought it was not going to be a busy day but patients kept coming pretty much up until noon, so my secretary instructed the new patients to come back at 1:00PM 'coz we would be having our lunch break at 12:00PM.

I thought we were only going to see 3 to 5 patients more after returning from lunch break, but there were influx of patients. I did not even realized that we reached to 27 patients. I didn’t feel tired and I was still ok after clinic so I went to buy my small notebooks for my journal purposes.

Rose Smell Rosary
Petal Rare Carved Beads &
Silver Plated Cross from Holy Land

Still having enough energy I drove and prayed the rosary again, saying thanks for all the patients received. This time my body seemed to be telling me something. I didn't mind the traffic at all, 'since I was concentrating on my rosary, but I felt the urgency already to reach home because I want to lie down and rest.

Just as I got back home I received the call from my Guardian Angel. Feeling now exhausted as I answered his call,  didn't have enough energy to talk. I told him I was tired and hopefully I could get back to him after dinner, with the energy back. The drain in energy was much to bear so I told him I would just sleep early, rest and said bye bye.

But then again glancing through my journal, I was forced myself to make use of the little energy left to scribble an entry.  So here it is, but only up to here, 'coz I felt like the ballpen’s weight is like a thousand tons already. Ha...ha..ha. Good night.